I don't know why, but I feel so alone.
I know that the stress I'm under isn't helping the matter, though I'm sure it does help keep me distracted at the very least. I'm tired of feeling like I'm going to break at any minute. I have some of the best friends in the world, but it's just not enough.
Nobody understands. I don't mean that in this emo "feel sorry for me" sort of way. It's a statement of fact.
There's a huge chunk of my heart missing. All the psychiatric medication in the world can't fix that.
Also? Emotional masochist. I'm so fucked.
I don't know why I love women
That love to do me wrong
I don't know why my life sounds like
A heart-broke country song
I ain't really happy
Unless the sky starts drivin' rain
Maybe I just get off on the pain
My whole life I've been pickin' fights
There ain't no way to win
There's a hundred scars and should've-run-aways
Now tattooed on my skin
There's a side of me that just won't stop
Dancin' in the flame
Maybe I just get off on the pain
'Cause I love the long shots
And the left-out lost causes
Hangin' out in the back of the pack
With the dark horses
I ride the wrong road just as fast as I can
God knows, there's no one else to blame
Sometimes, I think I get off on the pain
I wake up every mornin'
A thousand miles from home
Prayin' for forgiveness
For this achin' in my bones
It would be so easy
To find a better way
Oh, but I know I'll never change
'Cause I love the long shots
And the left-out lost causes
Hangin' out in the back of the pack
With the dark horses
And I ride the wrong road just as fast as I can
God knows, there's no one else to blame
Sometimes, I think I get off on the pain
'Cause I love the long shots
And the left-out lost causes
Hangin' out in the back of the pack
With the dark horses
And I ride the wrong road just as fast as I can
God knows, there's no one else to blame
I know I'm the only one to blame
Sometimes, I think I get off on the pain
Get off on the pain
I'll probably regret having posted this in the morning.
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