Ok, So

I feel a little better now than I did earlier. Work's been slow, but I managed to get a lot of shit done tonight. Plus, when I was at the darkest depths of self-pitying loneliness and despair, my friend L. sent me a text, saying she was thinking about coming to visit Sunday. It was like she knew somehow, LOL.

I think we're going to go out. Yay! I haven't been out in...since Kitty's birthday, I think. Last year. In August. :(

There's really nothing that lifts a trashy bitch's spirits like dressing up like a ho, going to a redneck bar, getting plastered, getting hit on by creepy old men, dancing and singing like an idiot, and having pictures taken documenting every single retarded thing you did that night.

*Sigh* I really am a narcissist.

I'm still kinda sad, though. Just less sad.



A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

And all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight
It's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, girl
It's only you and me

Everything I know
And anywhere I go
It gets hard
But it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard
But it won't take away my love

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, girl
It's only you and me