Forgot To Include This

Forgot to include this, but here's the perfect song for this entire fucked up situation. Or, at least, the "she" in the song perfectly reflects my own thoughts.



She said, "I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty
And I think my head is cavin' in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me
And I feel like something's gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry

Well, this ain't over
No, not here
Not while I still need you around
You don't owe me
We might change it
Yeah, we just might feel good"

I wanna push you around
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna push you down
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna take you for granted
I wanna take you for granted
Yeah, yeah, well, I will

She said, "I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me when my face don't seem to want to shine
'Cause it's a little bit dirty

Well, don't just stand there
Say nice things to me
'Cause I've been cheated
I've been wronged
You don't know me
Yeah, well, I can't change
Well, I won't do anything at all"

I wanna push you around
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna push you down
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna take you for granted
Yeah, I wanna take you for granted
Yeah, yeah, well, I will

Oh, but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute
Well, it kinda fell apart
Things get so crazy, crazy
Don't rush this, baby
Don't rush this, baby, baby, baby

I wanna push you around
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna push you down
Well, I will
Well, I will
I wanna take you for granted

Yeah, yeah, yeah
I wanna take you, take you, yeah, well, I will
I will, I will, I will, yeah
I will, I will, I will, yeah, yeah
Push you around
And drag you down
I wanna push you around
Well, I will