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Well, I talked to my old boss, who is one of the managers at the new company, today. She thinks my concerns--that I won't get into here--are legitimate and not just paranoia or bitching. She suggested I bring it up to the other manager and the owner. So there's another email I have to send.

I'm giving them a month. If it's not fixed then, I'm taking my shit and leaving.


In other news, I'm pretty sure I'm either getting sick or am just plain run-down. I haven't eaten much the last couple of days, and I'm exhausted. Not just run-of-the-mill tired. I'm always that. But just flat don't wanna move exhausted. I tried to go to bed early (for me) last night to see if I could make myself feel better, but even though I was in bed by 1:30 am, it was about 7 am before I was able to sleep.

I'm still thinking about going on to bed, anyway, though. The system at work has been down for nearly 10 hours now. So I can't work. And even if it comes back, after it's been down for TEN HOURS, nobody's going to be calling.


I *know* I have things to address, both personally and professionally. But since the people I need to take these things up with aren't going to be pleased to hear from me, anyway, I don't think it'll hurt to wait another day or two. Better to do it when I feel more up to it because I'll write more diplomatically than I would right now.


Oh. My grandma's still in the hospital. My mother revealed that she doesn't want her to go to the nursing home because my mama needs her Social Security check to pay for God knows what, and if she goes in the nursing home, they'll take all but $30 of it or some shit.

So instead, they're going to let her lay around in the hospital until they release her, then go back home and go right back to doing the same shit again? These people are all insane. Every goddamn one of them. It's really a wonder I'm no more nutty than I am, given the genetics at work here.


Ok, yeah, I've decided I'm just worn completely out from all the drama in my life.