More Of The Same

I am trapped in a life I don't want.

I never wanted it.

I didn't ask to be here. Why the fuck am I saddled with this 24/7, day in, day out, ceaselessly?

Nothing ever changes. I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

And it all comes down to this:

No matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you fight, the same demons always come back to you. Every time.

So why even try anymore?

Nobody would give a fuck if I were around or not.

I doubt they'd even notice.

I am so alone.

So, so alone.