Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Aw, Goddammit

It's 3:45 in the goddamned morning.

I haven't slept for shit for two weeks.

I've been fighting this for six weeks.

Nothing shuts it up.

It. Won't. Fucking. Stop.

So here I am, on my bed at 3:45 am, with a bottle of Maker's Mark in my hand and some of Yelawolf's trippier shit blasting in my headset. It's been a long damned time since I've done this. Years. Every sip brings tears to my eyes.

A bad idea? Most certainly. But not as bad as the alternative. Not nearly as bad.

Bottoms up, motherfuckers.